BEING BACK

I KNOW , ITS BEEN A WHILE

        SINCE I VE POSTED A BLOG UP .... MY BAD ON NOT BEING CONSISTENT WITH IT LIKE I PROMISED ... BUT I M BACK & THERE'S BEEN A LOTTA CHANGES IN MY LIFE , SOME GOOD , SOME GREAT & SOME BITTERSWEET BUT FOR THE BETTER ...  BOUT TO GO OUT GET SOME WORK DONE ...

I KNOW , ITS BEEN A WHILE

        SINCE I VE POSTED A BLOG UP .... MY BAD ON NOT BEING CONSISTENT WITH IT LIKE I PROMISED ... BUT I M BACK & THERE'S BEEN A LOTTA CHANGES IN MY LIFE , SOME GOOD , SOME GREAT & SOME BITTERSWEET BUT FOR THE BETTER ...  BOUT TO GO OUT GET SOME WORK DONE ...

WAY PAST TIME

                                         SO , THE PLOT THICKENS BUT THE AURA REMAINS THE SAME ,  ITS FUNNY HOW SOME PEOPLE SWEAR THEY BETTER THEN THE NEXT PERSON .. & IF THEY COULD CLONE THEMSELVES & MAKE MORE OF PEOPLE LIKE THEM . I GUARANTEE AFTER THAT 2ND CLONE YOU D PROLLY CHANGE SOMETHINGS BOUT URSELF ... ITS ONE THING TO BE CONFIDENT ... THEN ITS ANOTHER TO BE JUS BLATANTLY ARROGANT ... WHICH IS PROLLY THE REASON WHY EVERYTHING YOU GET INVOLVED IN WILL NOT SUCCEED . AT SOME POINT U MUST HUMBLE URSELF IN CERTAIN SITUATIONS . IN SHORT , IF YOURE TRYING TO CONDUCT REAL BUSINESS WITH BLATANTLY ARROGANT PEOPLE WHO DONT KNOW WHEN TO BE HUMBLE , MAYBE YOU MIGHT WANNA EMPOWER URSELF & DO WHATS NEEDED TO SUCCEED PROPERLY 

THE START OF SOMETHING NEW

                                         ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I CAME UP FOR SOME AIR & JUS HAD FUN , BUT ITS COOL IN A WAY I DONT MIND BECAUSE IM FOCUSED ON ALL THE NEW ENDEAVORS IM WORKING ON DESPITE WHAT OTHER PEOPLE ARE GOIN THRU . MY LOVE DONT EVER STOP FOR ANYONE OR ANYTHING I HOLD DEAR TO MY HEART . ANYBODY THAT REALLY KNOWS ME KNOWS IM A HOME BODY .. BUT I LOVE TO COME UP FOR AIR ONCE INNA WHILE .  I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I M UP KNOWIN I GOTTA BE UP BY 6A & OUT BY 5 MINUTES TO 7A .. LOL . 
                                                    MY MOMS KEEP VISITING ME IN MY SLEEP TRYING TO SHED LIGHT ON THE DIRECTION IM HEADED . I GUESS SHE S PREPARING ME FOR WHATS TO COME ... A LOT OF THINGS IN MY LIFE ARE ABOUT TO CHANGE , & I KNOW IT .. I FEEL IT ... MY KNOCKINGS HAVE BECOME A BIT MORE STRONGER BUT OFF KEY AT THE SAME TIME . HARLEMWORLD RADIO IS DOING GREAT & GETTING BETTER BY THE DAY , IM NOW EXECUTIVE PRODUCING 2 NEW SHOWS WHICH 1 HAS ALREADY STARTED LAST WEEK & HAD A DOUBLE DIGIT TURNOUT . THE NEXT SHOW WHICH BEGINS AIRING NOV 10 HAS GREAT PROMISE AS WELL .. FACEOFF TALK RADIO IS NOW BACK IN PLACE STARTING THIS FRIDAY ....  ABOUT TO PUT TOGETHER THE PUBLICIST MIXTAPE VOLUME 2WO WITH CECE & JOE BAKER , & WHAT IM REALLY EXCITED ABOUT IS A NEW SCREENPLAY/FICTION NOVEL WHICH I WILL NOT SAY THE TITLE YET BECAUSE FUCKERS STEAL IDEAS  !!!! LOL 
                                                   THE RECORDING STUDIO IS DOING GOOD ,  IM BACK IN THE STUDIO WORKING ON 2 OF MY OWN PERSONAL PROJECTS WHICH I PUT ON HOLD A YEAR AGO BECAUSE OF ARTISTS THAT HAVE NO VISION , NO DRIVE AS WELL AS NO HUSTLE OR WORK ETHIC ... SMH . BOTH MY PROJECTS COULDVE BEEN IN THE WORLD GETTIN IT IN RIGHT ABOUT NOW .... BUT I FEEL MY PERSONAL LIFE WILL SUFFER ... OR IS SUFFERING ... I CANT EVEN REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I WENT OUT , PARTIED , EVEN SEEN MY GIRL OR WENT TO THE MOVIES ETC ..... IT SEEMS LIKE TIME AINT EVEN MOVIN ANYMORE ... LIFE AINT LIFE TO ME NORE ...  FRIENDS ARE ONLY FRIENDS WHEN THEY WANNA BE OR WHEN ITS CONVENIENT FOR THEM & END UP USING YOU FOR WHAT YOU CAN DO FOR THEM .  TRUST ME I KNOW EXACTLY WHO MY REAL FRIENDS ARE & THEY ARE VERY FEW ....  THO MY LIFE AINT WHAT IT USED TO BE I STILL HOLD THE TORCH UP & KEEP PRESSIN ON . 
                               SO NO , IM NOT HERE TO TALK ABOUT THE LATEST GOSSIP OR FLAUNT HOW MUCH ICE I GOT , NO IM NOT HERE TO BRAG ABOUT MY FLAT SCREEN BLUE RAY WITH THE MOTION SICKNESS OR WHATEVER THAT IS LOL , IM NOT HERE TO SHIT ON ANYBODY , BE JUDGEMENTAL ON OTHERS RISINGS OR FALLINGS , IM NOT HERE TO TALK ABOUT OTHER PEOPLES MONEY , HOW MUCH CASH I SPENT IN THE STRIP CLUB OR HOW MANY " BICHEZ ' I BONED ...WHEN ITS ALL SAID & DONE AS GOD & YOU AS MY WITNESS ....  IM HERE TO BE ME MYSELF & I ... 
LOVE RESPECT & GOD BLESS
JoNeZwOrLd

MISCOMMUNICATION BREAKDOWN

                  ITS FUNNY WHEN U DO THE THINGS U DO FROM THE HEART OR ON IMPULSE & ITS TAKEN THE WRONG WAY ....  I WILL NEVER STOP BEIN THE PERSON THAT I AM I WILL ALWAYS REMAIN UNPREDICTABLE . LOL .... NO MATTER WHAT PEOPLE SAY ABOUT U BEHIND UR BACK OR FEEL ABOUT U , REGARDLESS IF FRIEND OR FOE YOU CAN ONLY BE YOU .. I KNOW & WORK WITH PEOPLE WHO TEND TO LET THEIR EGO IN THE DRIVERS SEAT OF THEIR LIVES .... WHICH IN TURN DESTROYS POSSIBLE CONNECTIONS TO SUCCESS & THEY ALWAYS END UP FAILING ... ALWAYS !!!!!!  BEEN WATCHING IT HAPPEN REPEATEDLY FOR THE PAST FEW YEARS ... WHENEVER U FIND URSELF IN A SITUATION TO SUCCEED & BE SUCCESSFUL KNOW WHEN TO HUMBLE URSELF ... BUT NEVER HUMBLE URSELF FOR NONE OF THESE BICHASS PEOPLE IN THE WORLD WHO JUS WANNA USE YOU FOR WHATEVER REASON .. 
                              I WAS INNA SITUATION WHERE PEOPLE WENT & TOLD CO WORKERS THAT I SAID SOMETHING IN A NEGATIVE MANNER TOWARDS THEM , & IN TURN THEY DIDNT REACH OUT TO CONFIRM WITH ME IF I SAID THESE THINGS .. 
WHICH I NEVER SAID .... SO NOW THE FRICTION BEGINS BECAUSE THERE WAS NO COMMUNICATION TO CONFIRM THESE ALLEGATIONS ... IT REALLY JUS BOILS DOWN TO A LOTTA US DONT THINK THE SAME OR EVEN IN THE SAME BOOK FOR THAT MATTER . SMH .... BUT HEY THESE THINGS SOMETIMES HAPPEN & WE HAVE TO WHEN ITS ALL SAID & DONE BE BIGGER PEOPLE THAN WE USUALLY ARE . SOME PEOPLE ARE SET IN THEIR WAYS THO & WILL NEVER CHANGE . .. WHICH IS WHY THEIR ARROGANCE , EGO AS WELL AS SELF IMPORTANCE WILL ALWAYS HAVE THEM ON A CONSTANT CRASH COURSE WITH FAILURE . IF YOU KNOW SOMEONE LIKE THIS IN UR CIRCLE BE CAREFUL , BE SMARTER & THINK BIGGER  

THE BEGINNING

        THIS IS ALL NEW FOR ME ... SO PLEASE BEAR WIT ME FOR A MINUTE ..... IM GONNA TRY TO BE CONSISTENT AS HUMANLY POSSIBLE , MY DAYS ARE SO PACKE WITH S#@! TO DO SO MY DAYS NEVER END REALISTICALLY .